[anonymous]

[darwinism]

I'm feeling much better today. But what if you don't know if [hesitation] a friend will be able to pull through? What if it was your faul

I could use some advice right now.

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[himetsuru.livejournal.com]

My nurse told me this morning to remember the feeling of being in control. Of being myself. As much as we want our friends to get better, too, it is them that needs to find that feeling. The best we can do is talk to them about how we feel and the things we realize were not reality. You might lose them as friends, but if it helps in the end, maybe one day they'll be your friend again.

I'm sorry. I don't think that ended up making any sense.

[anonymous]

[darwinism]

No, it helps. Maybe I should talk to them before they get any worse than they already are.

Thanks.