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damned_bulletin2012-07-21 02:01 pm
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[handwriting sloppy, but strikeouts legible; posted at the end of breakfast]
To the people who were out in the foggy field last night : [...the occasional lines through letters here was thanks to a botched attempt at underlining. Hey, it's kind of hard drawing straight lines when you can't even walk in one.]
I was the replo robot that shot people out there.
Landel changed me and then changed me back I don't know how he did it. all I know is that he made me do it but I didn't want to. I tried to fight them but they stuck me with something and now everything feels funny and the room spins. feel like I'm dead
but maybe we're all dead always been dead
[something else was written here, but it's been scratched out entirely.]
sorry. I'm sorry. Didn't want to hurt anyone
[somewhere further down...]
X, Harpuia: Was that realy you ?
If it was does that mean Ciel is real too?
Am I real? what's real
I dont know anymore
[and even further down...]
LEANNe
why did you say you were okay but you lied yesterday. Are you really okay?
I was th
Landel changed me and then changed me back I don't know how he did it. all I know is that he made me do it but I didn't want to. I tried to fight them but they stuck me with something and now everything feels funny and the room spins. feel like I'm dead
but maybe we're all dead always been dead
[something else was written here, but it's been scratched out entirely.]
sorry. I'm sorry. Didn't want to hurt anyone
[somewhere further down...]
X, Harpuia: Was that realy you ?
If it was does that mean Ciel is real too?
Am I real? what's real
I dont know anymore
[and even further down...]
LEANNe
why did you say you were okay but you lied yesterday. Are you really okay?
[strikeouts barely legible]
...Harpuia's most recent reply has been removed from the board and stashed in one of Zero's pockets; his own reply has been left in its place, though most of it is furious scribbles.]
I didnt mean toI dont know if Ciits notLandel wonI won't let thI would neverIX will b[illegible scratch outs here, then very heavy writing:]
I wont let them use me like that again
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I still feel that we reploids cannot oppose humanity's will, but... I wouldn't mind being proven wrong, in this case. Being anyone's puppet doesn't suit you.