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My name is Luke.

I was the one in the sun room.

An apology won't Damnit I'm sorry for what happened.

That's not enough, but if anyone would like to talk to me, I wouldn't mind that. Even if it's just to give me a taste of my own medicine, I wouldn't mind that.

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[she-is-ruin.livejournal.com]

It sure looks that way if you're asking for a taste back.

[replicatedorder.livejournal.com]

It's just that I wouldn't blame someone if that's what they wanted to do. When someone is hurt ... they want a scapegoat, someone to hate.

I guess I'm okay with being that, even if it doesn't change anything.

[she-is-ruin.livejournal.com]

You're right.

Then who do you blame?

[replicatedorder.livejournal.com]

I

Everyone would blame the ones who made me think that way, right?

[she-is-ruin.livejournal.com]

Or they might blame you. Do you?

[replicatedorder.livejournal.com]

Shouldn't we be strong enough to stop them?

[she-is-ruin.livejournal.com]

I don't know about that. The question is if you're strong enough to stop yourself.

[replicatedorder.livejournal.com]

I think the answer is pretty obvious.

[she-is-ruin.livejournal.com]

Well, you did call it your medicine. But does that mean you think you're at fault, or do you think you're the scapegoat?

[replicatedorder.livejournal.com]

I would be both, wouldn't I?

[she-is-ruin.livejournal.com]

Maybe. It depends on what you actually feel guilty about.

[replicatedorder.livejournal.com]

I hurt people!