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[Anon, writing disguised but shaky with a few scribbled out words]

To everyone who came through the Sun Room last night.

I'm sorry. I know that won't change anything, but I really am. Especially to the guy with the curly hair, I'm so sorry. It was appalling what I did to you, ~~and I wish~~

~~I would have never~~

Please. If there's anything I can do to make it up to any of you, let me know.

[Signed with a Spider]

[On an unsigned separate note, some distance from this one]

Kurt, [ink blot] Kitty,

I'm really, really sorry. I was being a complete tool even with the...thing. Is your friend okay? Are you guys okay?

[On yet another unsigned note, with the same writing he used to taunt Grell]

Brainy,

I'm still here. I don't know how, but I am. Are you all right?

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[In the slightly irregular block lettering that he uses when he signs this particular name.]

Special Counseling?
Who are you in the usual sense?
-- Ryuuzaki

Yeah. I don't remember how they did it, but I was brainwashed.

[This part of the note is folded over with a 'please remove' written on it.] Spider-Man.

Which one were you?

[Given the spider on the suit, this is both predictable and lamentably undescriptive; the requested portion has been removed, though.]

You broke my companion's arm.
You remember nothing about the procedure?

I wish I hadn't. I really do. I'm sorry.

Is he ~~doing better~~ okay? Did you make it through all right? You guys didn't get attacked again, did you?

They had needles. I remember some voices, but not what they said, I got knocked out pretty quickly.

I haven't seen him today, but see below.
[A line has been drawn to Keman's own response to the initial bulletin.]
As to your other questions: no, and no.

That's not fucking funny.

It isn't intended to be.

Do you remember what happened?

Ryuuzaki is dead.

I will meet you at breakfast.

[handwriting, while still legible, isn't as painfully neat as it normally is.]

It's okay. I don't hold a grudge.

-Keman (curly hair)

You should. [There are some indiscernible scribbles beside this, but no further message.]

I don't. You didn't have any control over what you did.

I didn't hold back. Brainwashing or not, that's my fault.

Edited 2009-09-21 01:39 (UTC)

Yeah, I'm okay. I don't know about Alex, though I don't think I hit him too hard. Probably just knocked the wind out of him or something.

Kitty's probably okay too. I think the person you should be worrying about is yourself, though.

-Kurt

Yeah, but still. If you see him, will you tell him I'm sorry? [dots] I didn't realize Kitty was here yet, though. Is she from your world too?

I think I've been doing too much of that lately.

...Sorry again.

Tell me yourself. Can't imagine you're feeling too good about the whole mess, but getting others to play your messenger isn't going make it any better.

Besides, there's a few questions I want to ask you. Nothing bad, and nothing I plan on sharing.

-Alex

[He's all booked up today, but tomorrow's free?]

...Kurt told you my name, didn't he? I didn't imagine that?

Look, I know what you mean, but I wear the mask for a reason. And I don't know you. I'm sorry for what I did, I really am, but I can't meet you in person. You already know my name, and that's too much. Does that make any sense?

[Terry claims him for a shift then!]

No, you didn't imagine that.

And trust me, I get it. A lot more than you think I do. That's why I want to talk, in person. In private.

You know what I look like. Just think about it, okay? If you're the kind of guy I think you are, then maybe we've got enough in common to work together. That's what I'm hoping for, anyway.

[Go Teen Heroes Go!! ...Also this note is folded over and secret like. Easily removed too.]

Are you implying what I think you're implying?

Did you know Kurt and Kitty beforehand, or are you from another world?

[The above two notes are gone now. This one is also folded over. Go ultra-secret security measures!]

Folding notes? Man, I wish this was a terminal.

But yeah, I am. And I was hoping that you being a smartass last night wasn't just for show. Looks like you got it though, so I'm taking the message down.

Don't know if we're from different worlds, but I just met them last night. Didn't even know Kurt was Kurt until he said it to you. He gave me a different name.

Sorry. There's no one who can vouch for me, if that's what you're going for.

Edited 2009-09-21 21:33 (UTC)

[More of the same! Shall we put a blanket fold and tear on this conversation?]

You and me both. Origami sucks as security.

I'm ~~not always~~ only occasionally a smartass. When the mask is on. Anonymity does that to you.

Fair enough. Chances are that if you've never heard of me or them, then you're from a different world.

I wasn't expecting there to be. That's part of the whole masked shebang. But I'll give you the benefit of the doubt. I owe you that much, at least.

[Sounds good to me.]

Tell me about it. I don't think I've used a pen this much in my whole life.

Just when the mask is on?

Could be. Seems pretty common around here, anyway.

Well, I'm not going to turn you down, but you don't owe me anything. Last night wasn't your fault. Not that it's something you haven't heard already, but it is true.

Not even in class? Don't tell me you use a laptop for everything.

...I tone it down sometimes. I swear.

Yeah, I know. ~~But that's not really the point~~ Thanks, though.

Edited 2009-09-22 12:45 (UTC)

...Well, yeah. Why wouldn't we? Especially with all the fuss over saving the trees that happened a few decades back. Pretty much everything that can be computerized is where I'm from.

I think I'll wait to see that for myself.

I know. But this old guy I know told me that blaming yourself? Isn't productive. What happened, happened. Either you can mope about it, or you can do something about it. Keep focusing on the guilt, and you might miss something important that happens next.

Plus, your friends are going to be really pissed if you do something stupid. Like say, letting some guy take a shot at you because he lost the fight? Better not to be a twip and just avoid that whole mess.

Yeah, we met up yesterday--she just got here. I'm... guessing she's from my world, since she recognized me and everything. I'm older where you're from, right?

There's nothing to apologize for, Peter. It's like... apologizing for being kidnapped. It's just dumb, right? It's not your fault...

-Kurt

Yeah, she must be. The Kitty I know has brown eyes. And you're a bit older in my world. Your nose is different too, I'm not sure how, but it is. And the haircut. But the rest is the same. Weird, huh?

But it's like...I know what you mean, but I can't just shrug it off like it's nothing. Because it's not. I could have really hurt you guys.

Edited 2009-09-22 00:56 (UTC)

YOU SUIT-WEARING SUPPLEMENT!

I SWEAR, IF MY MEGAPHONE DOESN'T WORK TONIGHT-!

The webbing dissolves after an hour.

If it's not working, I can try to fix it. It's the least I could do.

Its totally okay with me! like I said, you were made to do all that stuff, so its not your fault!

and your saying sorry, so you didnt want to do it. You looking for forgiveness, you got it from me.

--Beelzemon

That's ~~nice of you but~~

Thanks.

Hey I mean it. You could have done a hell of a lot worse believe me.

Dont be hard on yourself.

I broke a guy's arm.

Looks like everyone heres forgiven you besides crazy megaphone guy. If the people you hurt forgive you thats all you can hope for.

I suppose.

Oh, that's who was bouncing around the cafeteria last night. I was wondering if it was a human.

...Yeah, I'm human. Just a really weird one.

And getting a body like yours requires the SC, yeah? No way of scooting around and getting it without getting brainwashed?

Seriously, I'll trade you whatever you want.

My body didn't change, they just gave me my powers and my costume back.

Don't say that. Seriously. It's not fun.

You can climb on the walls. There's nothing about climbing on the walls that isn't fun.

[the note addressed to him has been taken down.]

Hey man, you didn't hurt everyone you came by, right? If this brainwashing stuff is as strong as people say it is, that's gotta count for something.

AndcouldIgetyourautographsometimewhenyou'refeelingbetter?

- Scott Pilgrim (a.k.a.: the guy who was with Indy/Fedora Guy)

Edited 2009-09-21 20:39 (UTC)

That's not the point.

...That's...not gonna be worth much around here, but okay.

[A bit further down so it's safe to tear off, and in his normal handwriting.]

Your Friendly Neighbourhood Spider-Man.

[On the back and lightly written in pencil, easily erased.]

But if you know me like I think you know me, please don't spread it around.

[The bottom part has been torn off with enthusiasm, almost ripping off part of the other message.]

Come on man, don't get so hard on yourself. You couldn't do anything about it last night, no one got killed, and you're apologizing now, so what are you worrying about? It's not like you really are one of the bad guys all of a sudden. Just work at being extra awesome for your friends and stuff tonight and things'll be fine, OK?

- SP

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