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[the-clown-king.livejournal.com]

Elena...

I'm sorry, about last night. I tried to find you, but things happened and I couldn't. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to break my promise.

I'm sorry.

~Tamaki

Comments

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[the-clown-king.livejournal.com]

Oh. Well. I suppose because....well, I'm honestly not sure why she's not angry about it, I just understand why she'd think it was...well...attractive.

Maybe it's because it's not another girl?

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[reunion.livejournal.com]

.... But if she was attracted to girls too, would it be okay?

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[the-clown-king.livejournal.com]

What do you mean?

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[reunion.livejournal.com]

She's attracted to you, isn't she? And other males, right? So if she liked females too, she'd fantasize about them, and since she probably fantasizes about males already, what you said about it being twice as attractive would come into play again, wouldn't it? Or is that only true if the people in the fantasy are of the same sex?

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[the-clown-king.livejournal.com]

Oh. Well, I don't know. I think when it's real... there's a difference for some reason. I'm not really sure why. It's really all very confusing. Fantasy is just fantasy, really. It's not.... threatening? There's nothing to get jealous over, because it isn't real. But if I kissed another girl, well, why would I kiss another girl when I can kiss Elena?

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[reunion.livejournal.com]

What if it was your "daughter?"

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[the-clown-king.livejournal.com]

Okay, it's weird when you call her that. Her name is Haruhi. And what if what was Haruhi?

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[reunion.livejournal.com]

What if it was Haruhi that you were kissing? You fantasized about her in a bathing suit, right? Wouldn't you want to kiss her?

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[the-clown-king.livejournal.com]

I didn't fantasize about her. It's a complicated situation. And the girl I want to kiss is Elena.

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[reunion.livejournal.com]

Then what was it, if it wasn't fantasizing?

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[the-clown-king.livejournal.com]

I guess....just thinking. It wasn't...well, it wasn't...er...sexual or anything.

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[reunion.livejournal.com]

How is thinking about someone in a bathing suit not sexual?

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[the-clown-king.livejournal.com]

You can think about someone in a bathing suit without it being sexual...

Re: [Much messier than usual]

[reunion.livejournal.com]

Ha! You don't seem so sure of yourself.