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After being chosen for the sleep study, I don’t feel like I am the same person anymore.

I wonder if it is the same for everyone.

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It's very definitely true for me.

Edited 2008-11-26 00:17 (UTC)

I see. Did the doctor say anything to you?

Yes, several things.

[several pen taps and scribbled false starts]

We I don't really want to talk about it.

I don't think anyone is ever the same after that happens.

No. I don't think that you can be the same person after that.

Might I ask what they said to you during the time? Or what they did?

The sleep study is meant to change you. Just as it's meant to break us.

It returned me to how I was supposed to be. I wish it hadn't.

How you were supposed to be?

If I were to answer that honestly, it would defeat the purpose of anonymity. Needless to say, my sleep study has significantly and simultaneously raised and lowered my motivation to escape.

They took something from me that governed who I was. I know who I am as much as I ever did, I suppose. Just not my name or where I really belong.

I'm afraid their plans to break me are working all too well.

Did anything else happen in the days after? People turning up, for example?

And may I ask what they did to you? In however much or little detail as you wish to tell me?

They took away the most important person in my life from me. And I may never see them again.

I was injected with something. Did the doctors say anything to you when you were taken?

What was its significance, if any? I need to find a reason why they did this to me. I'm guessing we all received different treatment. Something that would hurt us far beyond the physical.

Nothing of importance as far as I can recall. What was said to me once I regained consciousness is another matter. Was something said to you? The seemed to know a lot about me. Too much.

Edited 2008-11-30 23:59 (UTC)

That, I believe, is the intent.

Did the doctor’s tell you anything of importance?

Nothing, aside from repeatedly expressing a desire to see me "improved."

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