Ah. "Organization." That does sound suspicious. I've met a few "organizations," some of which would have been interested in locking me in a small room and running experiments, and others that took more of the "kill first ask questions later" approach. I am wary of "organizations," and the average I.Q. of the people involved in them. No wonder you lack critical thinking abilities.

There's death and then there's death. I've killed quite a few dead people in my time.