[hesitation marks, handwriting is shaky]

I know that. I really know that. I still haven't forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made and I don't think I ever will. But I can't do everything right all of the time, especially not alone. It's a big universe and there are things out there I couldn't even begin to dream of, and I'm... I'm just making excuses, but...

[writing tails off into a scribble. in slightly less shaky handwriting]

That's going to be a lot of paperwork to do all by yourself.