You didn't imply it at all. I just wish I was the only one that has to suffer in this way.

But he is different. He comes from a point earlier, a time when I am still in a coma without knowing if I will ever wake. His focus and mindset is different. He hides it well, as he always does, but he is in just as much shock as we are. I am very, very different from the Hinamori Momo he knows. This place has changed me, Fowl-san, and not for the good.

It just takes time. I need time. I'd be surprised if you didn't.

-HM