There are things that Haku does that I do not approve of, and I tell him as much. And if Haku told me that I wasn't allowed to ever touch anyone but him, because he didn't approve, I wouldn't just accept that without question, or bend to something I didn't agree with hoping he'd change his mind.

But I do understand your desire to keep his respect and maintain your status as Schwarz. I only wish that you wouldn't put so much stock in his standards, and believe more in your own.

How is it a double punishment?