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Attention everyone! I have a really important announcement, ok?

I've gone almost four whole days now without cake! There's lots of bad stuff here, but I can handle that, and I can even handle missing some sleep, but withholding cake is just going too far! If you know the whereabouts of any cake or are willing to share your cake, please let me know! White cake with strawberries is my favorite, but I like chocolate or marble or angel food cake or Usa-chan likes carrot cake. Uuuuwa... now I'm hungry. We'll take any kind of cake, it’s ok! Oh! Or sweets are good too! If you have some candy, it'd be really nice if you could share!

Doctors and nurses too, if you read this, I think we should have cake with every meal! Dessert with dinner just isn't enough! Some of us really more than that! It'll help us get better faster for sure you know! Cakes are loaded with good things and they'll make everyone happier too!

Let's all do our best to work toward the cake! It's a reward everyone can enjoy!

~Honey

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[Kio's message is scratched out]
This is important to Ritsuka. Please don't tarnish it with your jealousy.

How puerile, Sou-chan. Being around children has turned you into one. I am not jealous. Why should I be? You're a pervert, I'm not. We can never be together!

Now that you've finally accepted it, I'm a little sad. I shall miss your nagging.

[several false starts]

I... [a few pen taps] okay.

Just promise me you'll still be around. I began to miss you while I've been here.

I'm not going anywhere. I have things to do. Please don't lie. I hate lying.

You really think I'm lying?

[picture of a butterfly pinned with a huge knife to a table]

I am the butterfly, you are the knife.

[Kio's picture has been torn down]
Please do not use such vile imagery.

Why not? It gets your attention. I can draw you butterflies all day Sou-ch--Soubi. At least it means you finally look at me!

I do not wish to look at butterflies today, Kio. Or tomorrow.

No, of course not. You'd rather look at Ritsuka.

Kio, I'm going to ignore you soon. Since when did you become the sour one?
~~Besides...I can't face him at the moment...~~

Oh, please do. It will be a welcome change from the other kind of ignoring you do. I'm not sour. Just... sad.

Why so sad? Because you don't believe I missed you?

Because you refuse to believe I'm Kio. Because you push me away. ~~Because I don't know who to believe.~~ I just need some time to myself, Sou-chan. I'll be fine by tonight. I'm never sad, am I?

Kio. I'm sorry. I suppose I didn't want to believe it was you. It seemed to cruel.

~~And I never want to be the cause of any pain.~~

Kio. Please be happy. We'll find your lollipops. And cake for Honey-chan.
[a heart has been drawn. Very small. Very quickly scribbled as though he relented and went away before he could change his mind]

Edited 2009-01-09 23:14 (UTC)

No, Sou-chan I'm sorry. I just... I don't know who to trust or believe any more.

~~I never want to be the cause of your pain.~~

Honey-kun's cake takes priority. I'll look for some tonight. I'll look for cigarettes for you, too.
[the heart has been filled in slowly, with a small lollipop next to it]

Matches too. Or a lighter.

Sure, Sou-chan. Whatever you want.

Thank you, Kio

♥

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